Days like this, I have got a thousand words to pour out but I have nobody to turn to.
It's not because I have no friends, it's just that who will have the perfect answer to what I have always wanted to ask?

Does looks really matter?

I have always believed it doesn't because it's the character that brings out who we really are. However, my strong stand wavered during my 2nd job experience. I used time and effort to prove my bloody worth to the company, while that pretty girl use less than a day to get help whenever she needed.
I had never felt so terrible, feeling so insecure each day as I reported to work, as I talked to customers, as I communicated with my superiors.

This question came into my mind, yet again. Why people who are either pretty or handsome get this privilege to flirt and when people judge, they would say 'aiyaaaa they handsome ma aiyaaa they chio ma' And when people with average looks does the same thing, they would call them a bitch or a bastard. WHY? Why is this society so judgemental?

And the cold sad truth is, I am a part of this society.

This then indirectly leads to boy-girl relationships. It's the cold hard truth that guys will look at chio girls, regardless of whether they are attached or single.
It also leads to how you looked at yourself. Omg I am leading to nowhere.....

Whatever it is, I am still myself & I love myself. :')

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