75th POST !

okays , mood swing .
reading blogs , typing my science notes & msn-ing now .
you know , friendship and love , is so fragile ? ..
one couple tht i know .. they are facing problems ..
just aft 4 weeks .. i mean .. i know im not supposed to say , ._.
but .. well .. im just being affected .
hey you two , settle the problem & last long ^^ .

Liyana :D
you know , i really cannot bear it anymores .
i talk with aikit , telling her the problems .
you know , she cant do anything .
you said apology accepted , but , dont expect the way it was last time .
you know , i really cant . trust me , i really cant .
i told myself , im in the wrong , so wrong ..
i mean , just because of tht ONE guy , we became like this ?
i just realised im such a fool \:
a fool tht dont know how good you treat me fr the past ten months ?
a fool tht scolded you just because of him ?
i mean , im really stupid .
you can scold me , all you want .
you can even hit me , all you want .
but i really dont want you to ignore me in school .
its painful , it really is .
i know whatever i say now , its useful .
but , you know , the ten months .. ?
can you let go .. ? sorry girl .. i cant .. i really cant ..
those memories , those laughter , those jokes ,
i CANT forget .
seeing you laughing with the gang , i cant help to be sad .
well , to you , is that normal ? .
im seeing friends quarreling & be back together .
can WE ? i really dont know \\:
i know , you are my right friend .
tht joke with me when im down .
share the sorrows with me , though i cant lend you my shoulder .
thts a fact , im sorry .
but .. we are still in the same cca , i cant help it to not talk to you .
its really weird , without you anywhere i go .
these words .. may be stupid .. but i really need you ..
i cant let go .. i cant force myself to forget you .. i cant ..
you know , even alina & steph is with me ,
they cant replace you ( no offence ! ) ,
but then .. you know .. im not tht close to them ..
mixing around with ppl you're not tht close .. its painful ):
im not saying tht they are bad .. but i have to admit im not close with them ..
im tired of telling myself not to talk to you & ignore you ..
im worn out .. im sick of all these ..
i want to talk to you . I REALLY WANT .
i cant afford to lose you as a friend , NO ..
cant .. dont .. NO WAYS .
girl , no matter what , you are always my friend