holidays have arrived ((((;
wahahah .
but , i got a feelin i wont enjoy it .
band practices ,
i think mr ng is goin to scream at me ,
& make me cry or smth .
in front of sec 3 seniors .

th dates may clash(?) ,
with th dates tht are supposed to go overseas .
orhh man .
band is stress )));
vry vry stress .
can i just enjoy sometime alone ,
doing my own stuff ?
haiis .

im afraid of 27 may ,
our first band practice .
i think im going to hav a hard time .
facing ms lu & mr ng .
i think i will get scolded ,
for my playin on th instrument .
i think my seniors will hate me ,
for disgracing th section .
i think everyone will look down on me ,
for everything tht is wrong tht i have done .
):

im not em0 or anything .
im just .. confused .. ?
im afraid to face ,
& i once though of escapin and avoiding .
cause everythig now ,
make me soo stressed up .
it is holidays now , isnt it ?
we shd be enjoying ,
but .. in fact .. we re not ?
haiis ...

im just so torn ..
im just so tired ..

i want everything to be fine now ..
thts all i ask ..
)));

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